people i may not land up the same as i usually do this is not one feel good thing .There cannot be anything good or bad about this , But its the one thing that hurts. This feeling in me , i know this won't last for long and i know i don't want to preserve it either but i don't know why i am doing this. i always tried of being diffrent and i always ended up being wierd for others , but this time i have astounded my own self.
i resist and i mean i resist every damn thing. Changes are just not meant for me. Everytime i try to turn things my own way. The more they go against me the more i try to play GOD . but he is the one who made me , he is the one who made things around me and he is going to write my own fate too.
Life screws us all everytime. Few get it done with a smile and a few retort but the more you retort the more you will be pissed. Hell yeah! i have my own psyche i am what i am i know you made me and i don't care i will be what i am till the you end the bloody thing you gave me.
You may all be thinking he is another fazed by the fate head no i am not
everything is fine with me i had my bad times but now i think the turn of the good is coming but i don't know what i am carving for . i want to ask "HIM" what's wrong with me when you will give me my answers. I won't be fine till i get my answers but i will be the same as ever
