and i said May Be again...

once again i was smitten by a feeling. I know its wrong but once again i was driven by emotions.everything is changing or is it just me. I see a diffrent me everytime i see the mirror.
i am always captivated by the aura around every human being. there eyes and face say almost everything inside them.
may be the notions i get are mere my views but most of the time they prove right.Inutions...


Few live life and a few lead life. I met a leader. A chirpy bubbly face with child like smile and a zest which glows on the face to give the best to every moment. blessed are who live around u.

Never saw someone so obsessed to live someone giving sorrows their best tease.someone facing the world alone and screaming fcuk u all cause i am alive.

But the eyes speak louder. They are not sad infact happier than anyone else. but they gave me a glimpse of a void. The void of bliss. They were carrying zillions of unanswered questions. And when i was reading those questions, i forgot my own self. i was instate of oneness. at that moment i had a many reasons that were enough to piss me off but i was happy for an unknown reason.
i was lost and loving it.

But i committed a mistake. Something inside me wanted to answer them all. i tried to reach out and say it all which could have brought her tears but i was sure of one thing by the time the last tear would have dried it would have given her the bliss she was longing for. But it was all me. i dont know right or wrong but it was me. i dont know what his will is. My sanity has limitations and my existence is mortal but my faith is divine.

Time answers it all. So with a heavy heart i burried those answers and dreams and the Manque moved on thinking May be ....