I woke up with a massive hangover but i had a determination that i will take control of my life today. Packed all my stuff ,laundry done , closet arranged as a corpse inside coffin. It looks beautiful and calm but we all know its dead.I have deleted my every trace that links me to my past.I always left trails behind me that helped my past follow me. But with my past those trails also were a huge attraction for the sympathizers. I hate such people and i rarely use the word hate. Just to satisfy their own guilt ridden conscious or just to brag their own level of maturity.Even my virtual life suffered from this. A few shit heads will stalk me and try their best to link my every word , my every gesture and my every fukin move to my past.
I am not a social outcast , i am human and as like every human my brain is futile. Most of the times i try not be human. Humans always have a reason or they are looking for it and i don't like doing things for a reason. MAy sound absurd but that's the way I am.
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